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| PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE REPLY TO ME... I FEEL SO UNLOVED BECAUSE I DONT GET REPLIES ANYMORE:( |
[07 Apr 2004|07:05pm] |
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Am I... - am i cute? - am i crazy? - am i lovable? - am i funny? - am i annoying? - am i psycho? - am i daring? - am i a good person? - am i a gun totin' capitalist? - am i shy?
Would you... - would you hug me? - would you miss me if i was gone? - would you kiss me? - would you listen to my problems? - would you be a good friend? - would you be my best friend? - would you let me undress you with my teeth?
Would you ever... - would you ever go out with me? - would you ever marry me if you could? - would you ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up? - would you ever make out with me in a cemetery? - would you ever make out with me in the rain? - would you ever snuggle with me? - would you ever tell me i was wrong?
If you could... - if you could give me a new name, it would be? - if you could do one thing with me, it would be? - if you could give me a piece of advice, it would be? - if you could kidnap me for a day, where would we go?
Just a few questions... - what do you love about me? - what do you hate about me? - what is my best quality? - if you could change one thing about me, what would it be? - what is your honest opinion about me? - what would you do if i sang out of tune? - what song reminds you of me? - do i remind you of any characters on tv? - have you ever had a dream about me? - do you think i'm a virgin? - if you just met me, how old would you guess i am? - am i huggable? - if you could give me anything, what would it be? - if you could promise me anything, what would it be? - where is the Ilberian peninsula and who occupied it before the second Punic War? - do you have moments where you want to spontaneously kiss me?
Personal... - am i ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, ect.? - if you could describe me in one word, what would that word be? - when we first met, what were your thoughts? - if you had to describe to someone who i am and what i am like, what would you tell them? - what are my faults? - what are my strengths? - do you wish we were closer? - why aren't we closer? - come closer.
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| i think jesus might have had a mohawk |
[07 Apr 2004|06:39pm] |
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i dont know what to do. hannah was on vacation, so i have been bored as all hell.today it was hotter than the devils drawers outside. joey, well i dotn know what to do about joey. i mean, i care so much for him, bbut i can never see him. he is always in trouble for one thing or another, and then he is trying to get a jpb seven days a week. i like him so much but it is lame as all hell that i cant go see him when i wanted to. at least when i was with andrew, we were with eachother a lo0t, but what the fuck ever. i am just considering breaking it off with him. i love him so much and i love it when we are together, but how am i supposed to have a relationship with someone that s so close...yet so far...
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| say what? |
[04 Apr 2004|09:41pm] |
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Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what other ppl think of you. You want friends who like you for who you are and not what you have. I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your nose, but thats ok. People love you because you crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends! Rate my quiz fellow Homie!
Are you one of the three P's? (Punk/Prep/Poser)? brought to you by Quizilla
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[01 Apr 2004|06:34pm] |
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nobody ever comments on my posts anymore...i feel like such a loser...:( ohn well i can be a loner :'(
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| willy wonka and the chocolate factory |
[28 Mar 2004|12:19am] |
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Last car ride: Home from the event with hannah, travis, becca, and ryan
Last kiss: friday, not this last friday, but the friday before that
Last library book checked out: warriors dont cry
Last movie watched: GHOSTBUSTERS!
Last beverage drank: apple juice
Last food consumed: a ham sandwich
Last phone call: heather
Last time showered: this morning
Last CD played: nuclear rabbit
Last website visited: LiveJournal
Right now what are you Wearing: sweats, and a black tank top...and joeys dickies jacket
Drinking: agua
Thinking about: my joey
Listening to: dirt off your shoulders
1. What is the first person you ever slept with's middle name?: paul...
2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? red and black t string
3. What is the song you want played at your Funeral?: the time of your life by greenday
4. What is the phone number of your sluttiest friend? ... heh, amber i dunno her digits though
5. What Would Your Last Meal be before getting executed?: ummmm? 6. Beatles or Stones? stones
7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who would it be? chuck...the fukkin bastard
8. The person whose problems you would never want to hear? ill hear anyone's probs...i love to help people out
9. What is the thing most important to you (as far as physical) about the preferred sex? eyes, height
10. DO YOU secretly hate some of your friends but are too nice to reject them? hmmmm maybe 1
11. If you could have any super power what would it be? i would want to fly, or be invisible
12. FAVORITE hangover cure? more alcohol...heh
13. How many drinks does it take to get you drunk? lots ... i can hold my liquor
14. FAVORITE Roger Clyne Lyric? who the hell ?
15. HAIR COLOR? chocolate cherry
16. If you had to be blind or deaf? blind..i need my tunes
17. DO YOU have any psychiatric problems? i should be askin YOU if i have them
18. SIBLINGS that should go to rehab? all too young
19. Least FAVORITE MONTH? like april or may.. it seems like forever.. cause its almost summer but not yet.. and ugghh i hate it
20. FAVORITE hateful thing to do to someone? be mean to them. plain & simple.
21. First movie you can remember seeing as a kid? childs paly...omg i am so scared of chucky
22. FAVORITE person in the whole world? hannah and my joey and...hmmmm becca is good too heh
23. When's the last time you went on a date? last friday
24. DO YOU LIKE violent movies or dirty movies? give it to me baby...i love them all
25. FALL OR SPRING? spring actually...winter
26:What person do you wish you hadn't made out with. no comment
27. If you are straight, what person of the same sex would you do it with? uhhhh... JESSICA SIMPSON or angelina jolie
28. Where do you want to live when you are old and brittle? the beach
29. WHO is the person you can count on most? hannah, joey, becca
30. If you could date any celebrity past or present, time and age not a factor: hoooo shiittt
31. WHAT BOOKS have you pretended you've read? school books
32. WHAT'S a word you would use to describe your life? psychotic, or chaotic
33. FAVORITE drinking GAME? states
34. WHAT DID YOU DREAM LAST NIGHT? well...i dont know
35. FAVORITE vices? i dont know
36. What is the last thing you'd ever tell someone? suck my dick...cuz...i dont have one
egocentrism [x]your name? Jocelyn
[x]your love? Joey
[x]your music? rap, rock, anything really...punk...
[x]your talent? . oooo too many to name
[x]your dream? to be an actress or singer...to be loved for the rest of my life
external [x]car? no le tengo
[x]color? black, red, pink, blue
[x]person? hannah, joey, becca
[x]names? seth, summer
[x]animal? leopards, jaguars, tigers
later in life [x]career? hopefully a singer or actress
[x]car? rollin up the street in my impala
[x]children? dunno yet
[x]location? anywhere but here
[x]education? enough
everything else [x]you plan to accomplish? lots
[x]believe in love? si
[x]hate? lacey, the dubmfuck
[x]alcohol? cant live with out it
[x]what do you want out of life? ... no regrets and no fears
r a n d o m DO YOU HAVE A JOB: i wish
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: nuclear rabbit
YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: black, i could be a part of anything and everything
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: umm gee am i physic ? i think not
w h e n w a s/ w h a t w a s t h e l a s t TIME YOU CRIED?: tonight
YOU GOT E-MAIL: duh, like just now
THING YOU PURCHASED: underwear
l o v e BOYFRIEND: joseph aaron crisci
GIRLFRIEND: what the shit?
CURRENT CRUSH: that would be joey
BEEN IN LOVE?: possibly
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: yes...actually
BEEN HURT? most definatly
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: i dont want any.. so i dont have any.
GONE OUT WITH SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: never...well...
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| smack my ass and call me judy |
[27 Mar 2004|10:36pm] |
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we went on the date. fuckin gay though because joe couldnt go. oh well, it doesnt matter, i still had a lot of fun. becca, travis, hannah, ryan and i all went to food 4 less. there we bought a cake and some other goodies for the date.after that, we went to go bowling. well there was a long wait, so we decided to play laser tag. we played that for a while, then rebeccas gun didnt work, so she got all pissed ansd we left. when we were done there, we went to the park, but that didnt last long, so we went to the mall. oh yes that was fun. we always park on the top lvel of the structure right? well, before we went in the mall, we wanted some cake. so we busted thatout, along with a bottle, and we had a food fight. the security guard dude tripped out on us because he had never seen people chillin in the structure eating a cake. sexy beast, oh yes i am... hannah waded in the viejas fountain. it was all fukkin sexy. hah. i guess there is a first for everything right? well we ended up going to viejas too. that was hella fun. it was awesome. i ended up buying 11 new pairs of underwear. hannah and i smoked topless on our way home too. becca did too and our matching lacey light purple bras were the bomb ass shit. ryan was topless and so was travis, but travis was bottomless part of the time too. hah. it was all fukkin sexy. AnYwAyS.............. i guess i am gonna go, my fingers are going numb...
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| broken hearted... |
[25 Mar 2004|10:41pm] |
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becca, joey, travis, hannah, ryan and i are all supposed to go bowling tomorrow after class. everyone is able to go, except my joey. how sad is that? i was looking forward to being able to see him all day tomorrow, but nooooo. that makes me feel bad. oh well life goes on.... i can be the odd one out, i still have to go though or hannah and ryans blind date thingie wont work very well...heh. i got my nuclear ravvit cd today! it was a sample cd, but it has my faves from mutopia, intestinal fortitude, and vicuna...how terrific. i am so excited!! but i still wanna see my joey....
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| you think you got it? ooh you think you got it |
[24 Mar 2004|10:24pm] |
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Oh wow i am in the craziest mood i have been in in a long ass time. I have been so worked up in the last 3o minutes...(yes only 30) that i can barely sit still. i dont even want to go into details...but if you want them...instant message me or ask me. i dunno if i should post them...oh wow go to this site if you get horny.... http://www.livejournal.com/community/all_night_sex/ thats a good hrny site. heh..yes...if you like sex stories.........
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| Same Shit Different Day |
[23 Mar 2004|10:42pm] |
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Hey I am fuckin tired as fuck. I am waiting for uncle ehako to get off the phone so i can use my ghetto ass dial up internet connection thing. Listening to eminem, chillin in about 50 degree weather. yeah its fuckin awesome. I got to talk to joe today. he told me i sound hella sick. oh well, what can i do right? Yeah now hes tryin to talk in spanish to his girlfriend. Tengo un gato en mis pantalones. anyways, i have something better to do than relate what my unce is saying on the phone. Jesse left me today. He dropped out to go to an adult school :( I got his senior pic though. Ill miss him, he was awesome and i got to fuck around with him all the time. He, CJ and I all kicked it during 6th period today. we ditched and kicked it for jesse's last day. It was fun. We made a date to mud wrestle. Ha sike. No that is saved for me and becca in our white bikinis at joe or travis' house. We went to the lingere store by claires on friday night. I got the cutest bra it is awesome, becca got the same one. I cant help but show it off. It is light purple/lavendery lace. It is fuckin SEXY. Hell yes. I think I am gonna scan that picture of jesse that he gave me and ill insert it to my journal. yes thats it.
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[22 Mar 2004|09:50pm] |
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Jocelyn is the #613 most common female name. 0.019% of females in the US are named Jocelyn. Around 24225 US females are named Jocelyn!
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there i fucking updated...are you happy now?
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| Gotta get my NR |
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I am sooo stoked...i got to go kick it with my cousin becca and my joey. it was hella fun, and as you know, we didnt just kick it. we went to the mall at first and then went to santee, to our spot where we parked...then we went to mac donald and ate food...yeah...i sa jason there...he wouldnt stop staring...i love my joey...i stole his necklace. i love my joey
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| im one step closer to the edge...imma bout ta break |
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well, emmanuel is bugging me again.. what can i say? it is fun toplay with him...but what the shit? he gets hella buggy. i had a wild sex dream the other night. when i woke up i couldnt for the life of me remember who the dream was about. then when i got to third period, and saw him, i had major flashbacks!!! it was so awesome! and trust me, who ever the fuck said that you cant feel pain or pleasure in a dream, was lying out of their ass! it was good. guuud. oh yes anyways, i really need to go pick up my nuclear rabbit stuff from my grandmas house. i miss my sweater. i wanted a new one for so long, and i keep calling her o tell her, but i leave a message and doesnt call me abck, i feel very unloved:( anywhoo, i am very cold and very tired so i am gonna go to sleep now. i hope i have another good dream....about my joey this time for goodness sakes!!!
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| 99 bottles of beer on the wall, Lovely |
[10 Mar 2004|10:41pm] |
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hey guyz, wow today has been a hella crazy day. its moms birthday and today is hella nutz like i said. I was baby sitting the chitlins, (my 4yr old bro and 5 year old sister, and my 2 year old sister) while mom was getting all giddy and drinkin a lil bit. heh. yeah. then she got hella wasted and my uncle came over and offered to take her to a bar and get her a lot of discount drinks. which is awesome, by the way. Yeah I wish I could be 21 right about now. Yeah well anyways, Mom came back and WE ALL drank a lot..heh, but mom and kaleo dont know about that. Yeah and anyways, what they dont know wont hurt them...yeah. ummm...yeah hannah went to yogurt mill and got a humungous yogurt. I want some mañana. hahahaha omg lacey is such a cunt lickin non-cum guzzler. It is hella funny. we went to the VP and started talkin shit, and lacey got it all turned around to make me look like the bad guy. So what the fuck ever, i dont even give a muther fuck. you wanna see who i am mutha fucka?!?! what the shit? yeah so me and ashley perfected our story and now we got the shit to make lacey look like the major crack whore that she is. my uncle is sitting next to me, totally wasted, trying to bribe his fuckin tweaker ass nasty hoe of a girlfriend to come pick is drunk thug ass up and bring him home. heh, its hella. hes calling her a fuck head. heh, oh yeah, Mr. Tuff guy, droppin the mutha fuckin phone, trippin all over the place. jajaja. oops i meant to say hahaha. oh well jajaja is just hahaha in español. yeperdoodle. yeper doodle...heh...who the hell says that!? Ill tell you who says that...Jocelyn says that. Jocelyn fucking says that. oh yes. damn, tomorrow is a fuckin thursday, i dont want to go to school, ill hella have a hangover. what the shit? jajaja. heh. my uncle is begging meagan "you better come help me girl, dont let me drown in this,you have to come get me you FUCK!!! please baby? you know i didnt mean that. god dont be such a FUCKHEAD!!" i swear to fuck man, i just totally quoted exactly what he just said on thje phone. sorry though, i cant write the slurrs in though. wait i can try.."yeww buttr cummm hulp mmme g-girl...dunt lemme drodrown in thiss yeww haftoo cumm git mme yeww FUCK!!! pleesee baybee? yewww kno eye dint meeen that. gawd dnt beee such a FUCKHEAD!!!" heh, yeah thats it..and thats hella right thurr. i like the way you do that right thurr. swing ya hips when ya walkin let down yuh hurr. i like the way you do that right thurr. lick yuh lips when you walkin that make me sturr. heh. hecks yeah, biatch. oh guess what? i got to talk to my joey tonight. hes my baby. hes so sexy i cant wait till i can see him soon. i miss him muchos. quiero muchos besos de joseph crisci. hes so sexy. joseph aaron crisci is the sexiest man alive, damn i wish he was here right about now. oh man it was funny. when mom got home with uncle ehako and kaleo, (kaleo was pukin in the suburban) they brought home the bartender dude named will, who is a totally hawaiian family loving guy. his name was will, wait i already mentioned that didnt i? heh,, yeah anyways, he kept lecchuring me and telling me "dont worry, soon your time will come and youll be on top of da world, lovely. wait whats your name? jocelyn...yes lovely, you will be on top of the world. you know i love you, gove me a hug...give me a kiss." i swear he was wasted, but you have to understand the islanders.they are all about family and he was treating me like hes known me my whole life, like he was my uncle. hes hella cool. i know most peeps would be un comfy with a 34 yr old (sexy by the way) guy acting liek your uncle and huggin you and shit, byut damn...he was so wasted. it was cool though he gave me 30 bucks...heh...yes, well i must be going right now. ill be checkin my email and instant messageing as long as i can. until everyone else is too tired to talk anymore. hannah, we areleaving..,.i am thinkin ged's that would be hella. fuck, dude, that would be hella. and what do we do about lacey? i say we rip off her arms and beat her with them...and that little bitchy blonde chick who happens to be bryant's ex girlfriend jamie. damn...i could fuckin take her ass down any day of the week. ill call my cousins out from hawaii, nah hannah, me and you got it all unda controle, darlin...and we gots ourselves an ashley to help us...fuck yeah. i swear to fuckin fuck that if she fuckin makes this shit worse than it already fuckin is...ill fuckin eat her ear lobe...heh.
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| So why are you running away... |
[09 Mar 2004|09:28pm] |
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Hannah and I are definately leaving. I swear to fuck...its not even funny. I am sick and tired of being here with paents that tell me staraight up that they dont care about me. Parents that want me gone anyway. Hannah, we are so outie. what do you think of my final plan? I wonder. I think we should wait till we get a car. wait till we get at least one between the two of us. then i need my license for sure first..oh what to do what to do...
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| i am happy |
[07 Mar 2004|10:28pm] |
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wow i am in a really good mood. i know for 100% sure that i am hella over andrew williams. it makes me so glad to finally get that. i like joe though, and i have my cousin becca to thank for that. she did an awesome job at hooking us up, but i miss him and want to see him sooner. i cant wait till this weekend. i know iknow...does it sound clingy? tell me for real if it does. i mean, is it wrong to want to see him a lot, like all the time during the start of a new relationship? anyways, aww dammit. i just realized that i forgot to wash my fuggin P.E. shirt. how ghetto. i needed it washed too. oh well. i am gonna get a car soon. i really need one desperately. mo is coming to pick me up from school early mañana to babysit during her dr. dentist appt. and then i am gonna have to go down to a building in SD down town to get a copy of my birth certificate. well i have to go. ill write more tomorrow...maybe..
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